Uninspired Inspiration

I’m slacking again.

I can’t quite seem to find the passion that I had last year for my daily musings.  I still think every day about what makes me happy, but now it’s habit more than something I force myself to do.
This is great for me.  The energy that comes with being happy on a daily basis has stuck around, but the writing just hasn’t.

I’d like to say that I’ve been busy (which I have), but I was the same kind of busy last year at this time.  I still managed to write every day then.  Why can’t I now?

I think the answer lies in the fact that I don’t need to write every day to remind myself of things that are awesome.  I miss writing, but not as much as I thought I would.  I get the urge every once in a while (like today), but the urge isn’t powerful enough to get me in front of a computer screen and catch up on yet another month’s worth of entries I’ve missed.

My grand plan to chronicle my weight loss efforts have been a bust.  Note: the chronicling of these efforts is a bust, not the efforts themselves.  I’m slow but steadily losing; I’ve got my ups and downs.  It’s hard to stick to a Weight Watchers plan when you’re in Disneyland and the Wizarding World of Harry Potter.  But I’m back on track now and still dedicated to the cause of creating a healthier lifestyle for myself.

I just don’t feel like writing about it.

I’m not going to quit writing, I’m just going to stop feeling guilty for NOT writing.  I’ll pop in when I have time and write about things like my new Suave Rosemary and Mint Shampoo and Conditioner (inexpensive and totally amazing for the lift and bounce in my hair) and the “Rumours” episode of Glee (hated Quinn and Finn’s number and Santana’s version of “Songbird,” but loved Rachel’s “Go Your Own Way,” for sure).

This is a good thing.